smo's thoughts

2003-02-03T23:13:00.000-05:00

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2002-12-11T19:01:00.000-05:00

hey... they didn't post my last 5 posts... which isn't too good... i sitll have them and i'll just copy and paste them.. don't have to read through all of them... um... today was alrite.... 2nd year champs for intramural v-ball.. SWEET!!!!! hahahahah.. too bad it's last year.... um.... nothign much going on.... exam this friday.. plz plz pray for me... i think shoudl be alrite.. but you never know.... alrite... that's bout it... God is God.... PEACE!!!!

smo

2002-11-03T22:53:00.000-05:00

hey guyz!!!!!!
well.... it's me again.... hahahahah.. who else can it be.. had an amazing lunch today with the uni peopel from church.. talkign bout uni.... forms are due for us this thursday... plz plz pray for me.. those who read this cause i really dont' knwo wat to apply for and stuff and i'm scared i wont' get it... i know i shouldn't be but cause i'm human i am scared.. plz plz pray for me that i wont' over stress this situation and that i'll have 100% faith in God..... continue to pray for TC worship.... as we still dont' have the full teams yet.... nothing for now... have a great week everybody.. God Bless... PEACE!!!!!!!!!!

smo

2002-10-30T22:29:00.000-05:00

HEY YOL!!!!!!!
well.... 0-7.. that's our season record... that's L-W's by the way..... but it's ok... humbled.... very humbled.... God's a funny God and smart too... mad smart.. just dont' understnad sumtimes but still perservering.... thoguh it's hard..... lot of people asking me to help them with school stuff all of the sudden... thanks God for blessing me... PRAISE GOD!!!!!!! hmmmm..... going through sum tough and smooth times rite now... one day i'm like top of the world, God's blessing me.. the next a bit more down with burdens within me.... but i guess that's how life is... PRAISE GOD!!!!!! keep praying for worship.. still missing sum people.... but God will provide.. we must have faith.... that's all for me for now.... PEACE!!!!!!!!!! adn GOD BLESS!!!!!!!

smo

2002-10-27T00:30:00.000-04:00

hey guyz.... =)
well.. again it's been awhile since i updated... i don't know why it takes me so long... *shrugz* but yeah... great week so far.... doing well but pretty tired from all the work.. well one more vball game to go and the season's done for us.. it's been good.. God taught me a lot and it's been fun... got mad humbled... hahahahaha.. but yeha.... what else.. um... tc worship going alrite... keep praying cause dont' knwo who GOd wants on the team... fellowship's amazing.. the group is very tite and hope it gets even better... but that's bout it for now.. not much coming to me... tired so i'm gonan sleep.. chruch tomrorw morning.. PEACE!!!!!! GOD BLESS!!!!!!!!!

smo

2002-09-28T23:06:00.000-04:00

WHOA!!!!!!!!!!! bbt rev was amazing!!!!!!!!!! these are the conferences i LOVE!!!!!! worship, msg, workshop worship and msg... well i missed the last worship and msg cuase i had work but i'll ge tthe tapes.. w00t w00t... well.... i asked my pastor today to become my mentor... liek officially.. cuase the whole BBT was on leadership... during the day... i saw so much potential in my own fellowship and i sooo wanted to help them grow more and mentor them but i realized for myself that it's not possble unless i grow too... so i took the time to talk to my pastor and PRAISE GOD!! he said yes... i'll talk to him more at church tomrorow but it's amazing.. i cna't wait.... pray for school.. cuase workloads starting to pile and i got work and stuff so hopefully won't interfere too much.. TC worship.... me, the otehr coordinator and the counsellor are meeting up this tuesday... so hopefully we'll get sum times planned out.. um.. wat else.... i think that's bout it... have a great week guys.. PEACE!!!!!!!!!! and GOD BLESS!!!!!!!

smo

2002-09-24T21:07:00.000-04:00

wow... haven't blogged for awhile.. hmmm... well everything's going pretty smooth at school... realized yesterday taht i might be taking on a bit too much in both school and chruch and otehr stuff but i think i can do it.... um... got sum info for uni today.... left it at school so i'm not reading it ova now.. hahahahaha.. but i will tomrorow... not too worried... praying that God will carry me through... hmm.... not too much hwk surprisingly.. my classes are great..... PRAISE GOD!!!!!!!!! well... dont' have much to say.. uni fair this weekend.. gonan acutally go for info more then for the freebies.. hahahahahah. but yeah..... that's bout it.... TTYL.. PEACE!!!!! GOD BLESS!!!!!!!!

smo

2002-09-11T22:57:00.000-04:00

HEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! well.... another great day.... i'm starting to enjoy everything more adn more everyday... liek my stomach is getting immuned to the fact that I wont' get to eat till 12:45pm and it's getting betta... having great discussions in english class... too much fun in math.... a bit too excited for bio.... i don't know... WAT'S HAPPENING TO ME!??!?!?!?! well... I PRAISE GOD!!!!!! for my wonderful classes and my schedule... yes i do have first period off and most people will sleep in.. but i find it very useful... for eg. i ahve 2 quizes tomorrow.. one period 2 and the other period 5. i have first off to study for the p2 quiz... i have 4th off (lunch) to study for p5 quiz... PRAISE GOD!!!!!!!! and we were talking about how to relieve stress and stuff in english.. pretty cool stuff.. but pray for me cause I really want to speak out about what I care bout most which is GOD!!!!!!! so yeah... i think i'm sorta sick or allergies again.. not sure.. but i'm nto complaining.. happens to everyone... =) and it'sll pass..... that's all for today... oh.. also had a vball exhibition game but yeah.. tha'ts bout it.. lates dudes and dudettes.. PEACE!!!!!!!!!! GOD BLESS!!!!!!!

smo

2002-09-09T21:48:00.000-04:00

hey yol!!!!!!!!

well.. school's going great... ahve this small little delima (i know it mite be spelt wrong).... so there's this girl........

newayz... next topic... school's amazing...prayer time in the morning, vball in the afternoon and great classes in between.... don't have that much work yet but i'm sure i'll get burdened.... still struggling with sum temptations but asking God to help me with them..... um.... tha'ts bout it.... hmmmm.....

smo

2002-09-08T16:31:00.000-04:00

HEY GUYZ!!!!!
well.... tomorrow is a beggining of another week.... can't wait.... it's amazing hwo God works... everymorning at school there is still around 8-10 of us praying... it's amazing.... there's nothign else to say....fellowship on friday was a blast... it was amazing.... had soo much fun.... can't wait for other programs... i feel our fellowship will grow really close this year and PRAISE GOD!!!!!
i dont' have much to say.. nothing inspiring so i dont' want to waste your time reading this cause i dont' think nethign here will help you in any way.. but yeah.. ahve a great week guys.... GOD BLESS!!!!!

smo

2002-09-04T22:53:00.000-04:00

w00t w00t... GOD BLESS EVERYBODY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
well... today was the second day of school and it was amazing.... first let me start off with wat happened the day before... well it's the first day and it was alrite... 30 min classes.. got seats... etc.
well... at the end of the day... some Christian friends came up to me and was like yeah.. come early tomrorrow to pray.. so i'm like ok.... sounds good.... after school i had vball tryouts already.... tiring yet worth it.. but doens't matta.. didn't make my day or nething.... after the tryouts i went to AFC to have an interview with cherry for TC worship coordinator.. PRAISE GOD!!!!! he gave me the oppurtunity.. sooo plz... before neone congradulates me or nething... plz plz pray for me first and pray that God's will will be done through me... so yeah.. thx guys... after that i went to GCGC for prayer again for highschools.... it was interesting... we talked about a lot of things but since i wasn't the head this year of our school fellowship... i didn't get too much cause i didn't really knwo how everything ran and all.. but one suggestion that came up was that to pray in the mronings so i was like cool.. we're doign that tomrorw... the greatest part was... man.. boi does God work... in the beginning of the meeting peopel asked me who the head was for our fellowship.. other the God... i really didn't know... and i cound't contact her at all.... soooooooo.... later on in the evening... someone asked me if i went to ACCI and know Peggy.. i was liek "who?" and it turned out that she knows her and she's the one heading it up this year... i gave her my contact to tell her to find peggy and give me a call and such and PRAISE GOD i did get a call that nite... it was amazing.. we talked for awhile and i told her about wat we were doing the next mronign to pray... so i told her and i went to sleep....

next day.... i only expected like 5 of us to show up... our so called group that just knows each other.. wat i didn't know was that peggy called up or informed the otehr Christians to come too.... well at least i think it was peggy.. but doens't matta.. God did it.. it was amazing.. i turn into my hallway and i see like i think 15 people sitting htere... it was liek... w00t w00t.. PRAISE GOD!!!!!!!! so amazing... we had to split off into 2 groups to pray casue it was too big.. we decided at the end to continue this everymornign for now and just set the habit of starting the day off at school with God... like doens't matta who's there or not.. but it was amazing.. man.. i cna't wait till tomrorw morning.. w00t w00t.....

thx guys for reading this.... God Bless... TTYL.. PEACE!!!!!!!

smo

2002-08-27T23:59:00.000-04:00

summer is fun but also boring at times, summer is an end to the school year but a beginning to another, summer is relaxing but then too busy chilling with friends then to relax, summer is 2 months but flies by to quickly, too many things happen, too many situations to handle, too many emotions to deal with, too many people to listen to, too many people to talk to, too many people leaving for university, too many lies, too many troubles, not enough time.

sorry.. .just had to get that off my chest.... i know no one reads this nemore cause i've never posted for like almost a month and i appoligize.... the spaz above is just how i felt today.... and i'll probalby ahve mroe tomrorw cause summer isnt' over yet.... plz pray for me.... i really feel that this summer to me was mostly garbage... like i knwo there were amazing times but most was garbage.... seen so many things, thought bout so many ideas, met so many new people, but never knowing wat's real or not.... yeah... i'm starting not to make sense cuase i never do.... i always have things to say but i never know hwo to put it into words.. that's why my english isnt' that good.... but PRAISE GOD!!! for listening to my prayers..... He's always been there for me... thank you.... God BLess....

smo

2002-07-31T20:27:00.000-04:00

wow..... i havne't blogged for like almost a month... well i'm guessing most of you guyz already gave up on reading this but it's ok... time for me to rant,... hmmmm... dont' have that much to say.. .been studying for like piano history for liek teh past month.. AHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! well... i lied... past week... hahahahaha... but exam's next friday so i better get stuyding... CHURCH RETREAT THIS WEEKEND!!!!!!!!!! w00t w00t... luv it.. can't wait... but can't tlak for now.... study time again.. lates yol.. PEACE!!!!!!

smo

2002-07-06T22:29:00.000-04:00

PRAISE GOD!!!!!!!!! w00t w00t.... alrite... tim got a call from the pastor today.. and they said YES!!!!!!!! so i'm going with them... well actually... i'm going by myself but i'm gonna meet them there.. so i'm assuming i'm busing.... *shrugz* not 100% sure... but yeah... keep praying for me guyz.... um... getting more nervous everyday.. cause it's in a week.. AHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but yeah.... plz continue to pray fro me.. cause satan's attacking me back and forth... but yeah.. PRAISE GOD!!!!!! wells..... today was another softball day.. had so much fun... .really tired though.... REVELATION great game guyz.... if ne of you guyz read this... =) um..... yeah...2 more games tomrorow... will be pretty exausted but oh well.... i'll see you all soon and thx again for praying for me.. PEACE!!!!!!!!

smo

2002-07-06T00:24:00.000-04:00

W00t w00t!!!!!!! fellowship was soo much fun today.. went to be beach, sand castles, kfc (yes.. we didn't bbq), BEACH V-BALL!!!! WHOO-HOOOO!!!!! loved it... did too much walking though today.... went to earl haig to pick up sumthing but ended up not getting it at all.. here's a word of advice... finch station is not that close to mel lastman square.... boi was a dumb... oh well... learn sumthign new everyday i alwayz say.. hahahahaha... i sound like an idiot.. newayz... um.... need you guyz to pray for me.. cause the thing with missions... tim called the church today and actually sorta got hold of the pastor and we left a msg... so hopefully he'll call back ASAP.... but another thing that came up was that the secretary said there were 8 people going to chicago from their church therefore if they take an 8 person van.. then there won't be room for me... so that sux.... my friend thought of an idea today... is that i meet them in chicago.... dont' knwo how that will work but plz keep praying for me.. thx guyz..... SOFTBALL WEEKEND!!! PRAISE GOD!!! BEAUTIFUL WEATHER!!!!! w00t w00t.... i'll TTYL... PEACE!!!!!!!

smo

2002-07-04T16:10:00.000-04:00

PRAISE GOD!!!!!!!!! man.... GOD IS SOOOOOOOO GOOD!!! well... here's an update on the missions situation.. thx soo much for praying for me guyz.. um.... tim, my pastor found another church that had a team going to chicago for semp.... the thing is... it's not confirmed yet cause that church just went on a retreat or sumthing.. but.. newayz. um.... tim is trying to contact them and he'll get back to me.. but plz help keep praying for this.. the church is not in toronto... it's sum church near london.... i think.... i'm nto good with cities.. but yeah.... keep praying guyz... and thx sooo much.. PRAISE GOD!!! w00t w00t.. PEACE for now...

smo

2002-07-02T22:49:00.000-04:00

well.... i actually did rite sumthing yesterday but internet screwed up and erased everything... i completely forgot wat i did... it was Canada day.... that's all i remember.. newayz.. today was pretty fun.. i actually played 2 hours of piano but didn't do much history studying... I HATE IT!!!!!!! hahahahahah.. but yeah.. softball practice for like 3 hours.. that is crazy.... i can't believe it was soo long... and boi do i stink.. hahahahaha.... um.... really cool today.. talked to my good friend... she's the greatest.... i wasn't looking forward to my OAC year actualy... i wanted to get out of it as soon as possilbe.... like i am doing coop second sem so it felt like i'm avoiding school.... but she took me to see the bright side of things... like i had sum troubles with some friends at the end of the year...and it's pretty awkward but she said that GOd will pull me through and like i'm staying an extra year there's a reason... graduating with double cohort there's a reason... i dont' see the reason yet but i'm trying by best to just have faith and believe that there is a reason... so i'm sorta more looking forward to OAC year... still trying to hit my goal... it's a hard one but i'm doing my best but yeah.... THX!!!!!!!! =) i'm gona go now... soo thirsty... TTYL... bibi.. PEACE!!!!!!!

smo

2002-06-29T23:20:00.000-04:00

hello!!!!!!!!!! well... had a really really great day today... SOFTBALL ALL DAY!!!! w00t w00t and BBQ =) had so much fun.. then i ended it off with taking out all my hair.... it's really cool.... like running my hand through it... hahahahha.. so much fun.. don't have much to say.. CCSA SEASON STARTED!!! love it... oh yeah guyz... one huge prayer request... i was talking to tim, my pastor yesterday and he was like for missions to Chicago, i need a counselor who is a guy.... the one we have rite now is a girl.... um... i really really want to go on this missions and i did felt that God wanted me to go too.... options are that another couselor from our church that's a guy will go with me or i'm going with another church, which we still haven't found one yet.. so plz plz pray guyz... THX!!!!!!!! i'll see you all soon... my roller buddies, you know who you are.... and everyone else.. have a very safe long weekend.. FIREWORKS!!!!!!! alrite.. lates yol.. PEACE!!!!!

smo

2002-06-26T22:16:00.000-04:00

WHAT A DAY!!!!! well...i actually did productive things today cause i wanted to go out.... yupyup... played piano and studied for theory... =) but besides that.... i attempted to rollerblade today.... it was fun.... didn't fall as much as i thought i would have.... so many analogies for rollerblading but i won't go into that.. hahahahaha... it was fun.... thx to those friends who helped... you know who you are... but i was pretty sure all you guyz wanted was my air con at home.. HAHAHAHAH!!! jks.... um.... played softball... it was funny cause i got a ride to the diamond we were suppose to play at and then it was all taken... ironically we went to the diamond that was like 3 mins from my house... so i didn't need a ride.. but THX!!!! you knwo who you are... newayz... softball was fun.... hahahahah... i stick but it's all good... the storm was crazy... we saw it coming too.. liek it was soooo dark on one side and the other side was bright.. quite freaky but we managed to leave before the rain hit... i had piano lessons tonite... but i was just thinking bout the storm... i dont' know why this thought jumped into my head but i was scared that lightning would hit my house.... i imagined myself without my parents... it's horrible.. so.. i THANK GOD !!!! now for my parents.... PRAISE GOD!!!! um... i guess tha'ts it today.... tomorrow is another day... hope i'll be more productive.. continue to pray for me guyz.. cause i'm always home alone and satan's attacking me and tempting me.. thx... and plz give me a call or sumthing... i love to talk and listen... HAHAHAHAHA!!! AND GOOOO CRAZY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! newayz... PEACE!!!!

smo

2002-06-25T22:09:00.000-04:00

alrite guyz.... today i had absolutely nothign to do.... and satan attacked.. plz continue to pray for me brothers and sisters.. this is really hard.... um.... well.... i got my final marks yesterday.. did pretty well.. PRAISE GOD!!!! dropped in english though but wat can you expect.. hahahahahaha.... newayz... um.... still searching for a job this summer but sorta preparing myself for missions too... it's coming up quick and i'm pretty excited.... dont' have much to say today... just a really hot day outside and was just bored inside... i'll TTYL.... GOD BLESS!!! PEACE!!!!!!!!!!

smo

2002-06-22T10:39:00.000-04:00

HEYHEY GUYZ!!! well.... this blog should be a pretty long blog... just warning you in advance.... alrite.. here goes.... GOD IS GOOD!!! Praise God for YOAH last nite...it was amazing... first off.. God woke me up early to go to YOAH to pray.... i haven't woken up that early in like days... but God woke me up.... i still wasnt' 100% sure what God wanted me to do at YOAH.. i was looking for revival... in myself and in all the nations... so the morning went by and the afternoon came and all we basically do was set up and fool around as usual... with tape and all the stuff.... but yeah... just fellowship with bros and sis' in Christ... all morning and afternoon we've prayed for good weather.... we prayed that God will provide the weather that he wants.... then came the rain... we didn't understand why it rained but we got to the back room together.... and we prayed... we prayed for the weather and for everything else we can think of... after that.. fiona suggested that we walk around mel lastman square 7 times and break down the walls so God can enter in fully.. so that's wat we did... we walked and prayed and worshiped... i've never experienced sumthign like that before.. the rain came and went and came again.. it was weird... it was like the angels in heaven were fighting against the demons of hell... well at least that's what i thought.... well... it kept on raining after the 7th time.. be we all still shouted for joy and victory.... for myslef... at the moment i still didn't fell blown away by God... i was a bit disappointed but i didn't give up... then it started to pour... it was cats and dogs... CRAZINESS!!!! but we all prayed... we went outside in the rain to pray... i ddin't know why.. i just actualy wanted the rain to stop.. that was all that was in my mind.... we prayed and prayed.. we joined in a circle holding hands and prayed for the rain to stop.. then pastor jim i think told us one thing... he told us to pray for the right reasons... he told us to pray for the lost souls.. cuase rain is sumthing that God can turn on and off himself whenever he wants and he doesn't need us to tell him to stop it... then it struck me.. GOd opened my eyes.... all the rain before and all the prayer and the 7 time walking was a preparation... for this true prayer.. teh prayer of souls.... that's when i felt the beginning of revival in toronto... among just roudn 40 of us there in a circle still in the rain....it was amazing... we eventually started worship among ourselves and then God stopped the rain... PRAISE GOD!!!! the worship team sang their songs and the testimonies were shared and then the msg... throughout all this... honestly i ddint' feel much... it was weird.... i just wasn't in the mood you can say.... but during the msg... PRAISE GOD i found my sorta "christian" friends and i stood with them... praying that they'll except the msg.... at the end of the msg... i asked her if she was willing to give 100% to God... and she said she wasn't ready.... i went to my knees and prayed and wept for them.... i remember ev saying the other day to me that look at everyone and see that their paths are to HELL if they don't know JESUS... i wept and balled for them...i couldn't stop...then my friend sammy came and comforted me.... i thought it was an angel at first... and now i realized it was.. the love she showed me and the care was like wat JESUS would have done.. so PRAISE GOD!!!!!... she prayed with me and wept with me... she then brought me to this higher part of lastman square for a better perspective... i saw thousands of people worshiping and i also so thousands who are goign to hell... i prayed and cried for them again.... but during allthis... i realized that i've been lying to myself, God, and a lot of you people who read this.... i've asked my friend to give 100% while i myself have not.... i've never put this in public before cause i was ashamed...PRAISE GOD FOR GIVING ME COURAGE!!! for the past few years i've been struggling with sexual sin, impure thoughts, lust and masturbation.... i've been hiding it cause i felt that i can accomplish this by myself.... but i know i couldn't.... i continually prayed everynite for forgiveness cause i've sinned over and over again... it was like a routine.... i knew i had to give it all up to God.... last nite.. as i prayed with Sammy.... i shouted all my sins up to God and int he name of JESUS CHRIST asked the evil spirits to leave me.... i was crying and weeping and God was so in my face.... He was there.... humbling me.... it was amazing... when I gave it all up to God.... i felt free.... they sang the song FREEDOM after and it's never meant as much then it does now... "WHERE THE SPIRIT OF THE LORD IS THERE IS FREEDOM!!!" and it was true.. the spirit was within me... not 70% of me.. but 100% of me... I WAS FREEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it was crayz... i was so joyous... PRAISE GOD!!!!! PRAISE GOD for giving me courage to write this out... SATAN wants me to be ashamed of this sin but now i'm not... i want to say "GOD HAS HELPED ME CONQUER THIS SIN!!!!" i've only taken the first step... i know SATAN's gonna attack me... but i need your prayers guyz.... i need the support of my brothers and sisters to be my angels.. to pray for me... cause it's gonan be hard.... but the joy that God gave me yesterday and the joy i'm feelign now is amazing... it's undescribable.... thx for reading this long msg thingy.... i hope this has sparked sumthign within sum of you guyz.. GOD BLESS ALL!!! HAVE A GREAT WEEK!!!!!!!! AND GOD IS GOOOOOOOOOOD!!!!!!!!!!!! PEACE!!!!!!

smo

2002-06-20T22:01:00.000-04:00

PRAISE GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!! well.... YOUTH ON A HILL IS TOMORROW!!!! mad thx to the Lord for making tomorrow an amazing night... and it'll just be the very very beginning... praise God for all the helpers, praise God for all the leaders and praise God for jsut being who HE IS!!!!!!!!!!!!! w00t w00t.. newayz.. had a pretty dull day today.. ddint' do nething actually... stayed home and decayed.... um.... home's pretty boring... jsut stared at comp..but i ddin't really want to.. hmmmm... well.. i'm gonna go early to mel lastman square tomorrow morning for prayer.... it's at 8... mad prayerz that i'll wake up but i'm pretty sure i can.... i hoep to see a lot of you guyz there too.... either at 8 or later on that day.... um.... summa started and i still don't have a job.. Praise God that my parents are very supportive and was like if i don't find a job and stay home and rot.... either practice piano or read God's words... so... ALL GOOOOOOOOD!!!!!!!!! i'm reading Ezra rite now cause my mom was like it's a good book and i'll learn so that's cool.. newayz.... not much else to say... need sleep cause waking up early tomrorw... GOD BLESS YOL!!!! hope to see you all tomrorw.. pEACE!!!!!!!

smo

2002-06-19T12:25:00.000-04:00

PRAISE GOD!!!! YOAH meeting yesterday was hype... i was being very skeptic <- i mite have spelt it wrong or even used the wrong word but newayz... i didn't have much faith about this event until yesterday when i went into the meeting... it shouldn't be called a meeting... it's a gathering of youths to praise God for what he has done... it was amazing.. when i walked in... i heard one voice praising ONE GOD!!! and it didn't even seem like it was for YOAH or nething.. it was revival rite there.... it was amazing... sharing time was good too... man... PRAISE GOD!!!! YOAH is in 2 days.... this friday... but i believe that God has more planned for us... youths.... he doesn't want us to keep on thinking about friday cause GOd already has everything planned.. he has everything done... our step for YOAH to be done according to God's will was at the very beginning with the first e-mail.... "this summer worship concert as a start to revive the YOUTH in TORONTO!" - this was from my friend Carrie... i was reading the book of Daniel and in the first chapter.... Daniel decided not to have any of the king's food but live on vegetables alone.... when he made this decision... God says after... "Now God had caused the official to show favor and sympathy to Daniel," God did this after Daniel made the decision and had faith.. and same with YOAH... when the Brothers and sisters made the decision to have this summer worship.... God provided everything else.... and now it's up to GOd and the holy spirit to fill the place that evening.... and i believe that he will... GOd wants us to look forward now and see what else can be done.... heard a great story yesterday... well... think about the tower of babel.... thousands of people came together and worked united to build a tower that almost reached God.. God himself had to come down to stop this... they were able to accomplish so much cause the worked as one but was unsucessful because God was not on there side... now think about this... if all of us... not just youths.. all Christians came together... as one... to work according to God's will... as one.... with GOd on OUR SIDE!!!! as one.... think of what can be done?? think of how much can be done?? only if we do it AS ONE!!!! wow.... amazing isn't it.... God BLESS everyone this week.... thx for reading this long post.. but had to share it to those who weren't there yesterday..... PRAISE THE LORD!!!!!!!!!!!!!! PEACE!!!!!!!!

smo

2002-06-18T14:55:00.000-04:00

WHOO!!!!!!!!!!!!! I"M DONE!!!!!!!!!! PRAISE THE LORD!!! well.. calc was today.. it wasn't too difficult but i messed up on a few questions... =( but it's ok.. it's over with.. hmmmmm... well.... i'm going to the YOAH meeting tonite... prayer for that.. it's coming friday... and hmmm... not much really... just happy that everything's ova.... i'll blog again tonite after meeting... PEACE!!!!!!

smo

2002-06-17T22:32:00.000-04:00

PRAISE THE LORD for giving me patience and understanding.. well at least a bit of it.... was teaching some friends calc today.. and it took them a while to understand... i got a bit fustrated but i realized why i knew how to do them.. cause i was blessed to be able to take math classes as a child every singe flippen saturday afternoons.... taking up all my time.. but yeah.. i guess they helped.. physics test today was good... PRAISE THE LORD for wisdom.... whoa.. cause i sooo needed it.. um... calc exam tomorrow.. thx to all praying for me... oh.. and pray for my friend too.. i heard today she's considering going to a youth retreat in the summer... she's sorta new and just searching.. so mad prayers that she'll go.... um... still a bit frustrated rite now.. cause sometimes i feel like people just use me... especially during exams... like... i know i joke round and stuff during regular times and i may seem "stupid".... like... i don't know... people treat me like i'm stupid throughout the whole year till it's like test and exam time... i don't know if you guys know how i feel but it sorta sux... i'm glad to help people but it just hurts a bit.... but i guess i shouldn't worry bout little things like this... PRAISE THE LORD!!!! i guess this is how the world is... well.. not saying my friends are evil or nething.. but that's how satan has turned it into.... everything everybody does is for themselves nowadays... i dont' know.... i think i'm just starting to blab now... newayz... thx for reading this long.... msg... i hoep you all have a great day tomorrow.. God Bless yol and remember to PRAISE THE LORD!!! PEACE!!!!!!!

smo

2002-06-16T22:28:00.000-04:00

hey guyz.. .well.... tomorrow's my physics exam... i need mad prayers guyz... i can't seem to concentrate... so many distractions... grrrrrrrrrrrr.... and pray for me spiritually too cause it's mad spiritual warfare going on... i don't know... it got better like a month or so ago but then it started pouring on again the past week.... so mad prayers.... um.... i'm a bit sick too.. don't know if it's allergies or just caught a cold but i don't like being sick.. it stinks... and hoep you all have a very blessed week... those doing exams... study hard... don't be like me.. and others that are done... ENJOY YOUR SUMMER!!! YOAH this friday... God Bless.. and PEACE!!!

smo

2002-06-15T23:01:00.000-04:00

hoho.... 3 days left.. w00t w00t... studying a bit only for exams... don't know why... studied a lot of physics but not as much calc as i wanted.. meh.. newayz.... i'm really tired.. and i'm gonna sleep... don't have much to say tonite... PEACE

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2002-06-14T23:33:00.000-04:00

w00t w00t.... hey guyz... MID TOWN CELL GROUP IS THE BEST!!! hahahahah.. had soo much fun today at cell group... we discussed a lot of things... but more importantly we got to know each other more and sorta went a bit crazy at the end... we blame it on the KFC chicken.. hahahahaha... well.... weekend coming up.. time flies doesn't it?? it's great.. mad study action this weekend... hahahahaha.. mad prayerz too.. welps.. to all those out there who are done.. congrats and ahve a GRRRRRRRRRRREAT SUMMA!!! to all the rest.... take cares peeps... dont' over work and not get enough sleep.. not cool.. and remember to pray.. it works.. i'll see you all soon whoever you are... PEACE!!!!

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2002-06-13T23:22:00.000-04:00

hello boyz and girls.... well.... ENGLISH EXAM IS DONE AND PRAISE THE LORD!!!! w00t w00t... wasn't too difficult... the Lord helped me through it... =) now 2 more to go.... physics and calculus... hmmmmmmmmm.... well mad studying during the weekend... no going out for me till then... hmmm... praise the Lord i've got a call from one of the places i sent a resume too.... i don't know if i got that job yet though but at least they looked at my resume... =) good nough for me... again i wanna thx all those praying for me about missions.... first to my home church ETCBC and also mad thx to people at TCMC for praying for me... it's means a lot.... well.. it's getting late and i knew i shouldn't ahve watched the hockey game.. but oh well... WINGS WON!!!!!!!!!!! 2nd favorite team next to LEAFS!!! newayz... went to play sum vball today... soooooooooo exausted.. so i better sleep... w00t w00t.. i get 1st, 2nd and 3rd period off tomrorw.. YEAH!!!! hahahhahaha.... thx for reading... TTYguysL!!! PEACE!!!!

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2002-06-12T20:24:00.000-04:00

HOHO!!!! sup guyz?? well... tomorrow's my first exam.. WHOO-HOO!!!!! it's english.. my worst subject.. but i'll do my best... mad prayerz... PRAISE THE LORD!!! i got my english isu back today.. and i didn't do as bad as i thought.. the essay i wrote in like 30 mins... i got a B+... YEAH!!!!! all God yo... newayz... hmm... wat else happened?? year books arrived today... and boy do i look decent... man... hahahhahahaha... well.. 2 days of no icq... it's not as tough as a thought.. meh.. well that's it for me today... thx for reading.. PEACE!!!!!!!!

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2002-06-11T22:53:00.000-04:00

HEYHEY!!!!!!! wow.... this is the first day since march break that i haven't gone on icq or msn.... w00t w00t.. well... can't say i did massive amounts of studying but i did sum... it was grrrrrrrrreat....did sum physics.. but need more help.... my goal this exam time is 100% for each subject.. nothing more nothing less.. hahahahah.. mad prayerz for that... newayz... don't have much to say today.... nothing really happened... i'll post again tomorrow.... God bless yol.. PEACE!!!!

smo

2002-06-10T22:29:00.000-04:00

heyhey... well... as exams approach this means study time... i'm a horrible studier so i need all the help i can get... i've decided to ban myself from icq and msn as much as possible so if you see me on.. tell me to GET OFF!!!! hahahahah.. cause seriously i need to... 3 major prayer requests.. the first one.. well... i guess it's a blessing and we should all be thankful for it... think of all the friends that God has placed in your life and know that they are praying for you... it's great isn't it? so #1, thank the Lord for the friends that's been placed in our lives... #2, i've handed in another 3 resumes to different restaurants... cause i need a summer job... um... just pray that watever happens that i'll thank God for it.. good or bad there's always a reason... and of course all the other people out their looking for jobs too... lastly... pray for missions... i know a few people going so far including myself... pray for all of our financial needs and that we'll be prepared.... it'll be tought cause Satan's gonna attack us a lot.. but mad prayers cause our God is a MIGHTY GOD!!!! =) well.. since i'm gonna be off icq and msn for a whole week... you guyz can read off this for now and find out how i'm doing or give me a call... i'll be happy to take a break from all that studying... hahahahaha.... take care guyz.. GOD BLESS!!! PEACE!!!!!!!!!

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2002-06-09T21:07:00.000-04:00

who are we impressing?? well that was basically the base of this morning's msg... it's a good question.. think about it... but the part that stuck in my head from this morning msg is when he said what Paul said before he died. He said that he fought a hard fight and now his mission is over, he knows that there's a crown of righteousness waiting for him in heaven. Paul was laughed at, stoned, sum people listened to him but many rejected him. He didn't care, he didn't care what people thought, he only cared what God would think, he knows that there's a crown waiting for him, will there be one waiting for us? When a righteous deed is done to glorify God's name, many will applaud you for doing it, some won't applaud at all, but don't worry about those things cause there's a standing ovation up in heaven. (Speaker:Rev.Alfred Lam). Have a GREAT WEEK EVERYBODY!!!! do it for God, not neone else... PEACE

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2002-06-08T23:40:00.000-04:00

wooooooooo... i just typed sumthing then i pressed the wrong button and lost it.. hahahahah.. well newayz... today was job hunting day for me... quite tiring but God got me through it... handed out 15 resumes.... now mad prayerz and leave it to God. He brought me courage and comfort today.... he's GREAT!!!! well.... new week begins tomrorow... this means we're this much closer to exams... church tomorrow morning so cna't tlak too much.... have a blessed week everybody.. and remember God already has a plan for you.. jsut follow him.. that's all he asks... God bless you all... TTYL.. PEACE!!!!!!!

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2002-06-07T23:29:00.000-04:00

hello everybody... well i dont' knwo how many people actually read this but it's ok.... today fellowship was HYPE!!!! it was great... so much fun.... but mad prayers for me tomorrow.... gonna go job hunting... and whoever's reading this.. plz pray for my missions trip in july... other than financial aid... mainly to be prepared spiritually... i'm still struggling with many things but God has made so many things happen in my life that brought me back to him. Just remember... there's always a purpose of all things that happen... never give up... cuase God never ever wants to hurt anyone... thx for reading peeps... and i'll keep you guyz in my prayers too.... nites.. pEaCe..

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2002-06-06T17:39:00.000-04:00

HEY YOL!!! today... i went to school fellowship for like the first time this year... PRAISE THE LORD!!! newayz.... it was great... i pray that it'll continue... had pretty good chats going on. We were talking bout what bible character we were, am and want to be. I know it seems like we've been asked this question many time in our lives but really thing about it. Mainly the one that you want to strive for. Of course all of us would love to become like Jesus but other than Him, who else? think about it... that's all for now... i mite rite in here later... got tests to study for.. PEACE OUT...

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2002-06-05T23:09:00.000-04:00

welps.... i would rite really long but it's late.... thx to the man Henson for showing me this.... i pray that what i type in this will be helpful for all who read and for myself also.... hope it'll help people grow spiritually.. through incidences in my life.... enjoy reading and i'm an open book basically.. with God writing the contents and the index of my life.... =) PEACE GUYZ!!!! out for now....

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